Brandy, I really feel for you. Twice I have witnessed the passing of good friends due to circumstances beyond their control, it is really horrible.
Be consoled that the great memories of Mike will be forever in your heart, the sadness of his passing will fade with time.
Mike has made contributions to this world which shine in your beautiful children.
I urge you to visit that tree often, revisit fond memories, shed a tear or two, and rejoice in the fact that Mike was one fantastic guy.
Keep strong Brandy and now focus your attention on your Family and the future.
Every day you and your family are offered up in prayer, not only by my family but the Christian organisations I am involved with.
If you have any special needs that I can assist with please feel free to PM me.
I have a motto which I firmly believe in, "There is nothing going to happen to me today that God and I cannot handle".